It has been a roller coaster of emotions since August and I have to admit that at present I am waiting for that inclined track that will boost my spirits up and get me excited again. Something that will make me look forward to better days.
In life, keeping a positive attitude is the hardest thing to do. Waiting time is always the most painful and can bring about the most intense anxiety. I guess I needed this downward slope afterall. The way I see it, God is testing my faith and my trust in Him.
On second thought, maybe I don’t need another upward track. God is enough to make me anticipate something good that is to come.
In the midst of the everything I’m going through, I’m grateful for the pieces of advice and words of encouragement from the people who care for me and from the people who share the same faith.
I know I’ll get through this soon.
The Lord is my light and my salvation— whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life— of whom shall I be afraid? Though an army besiege me, my heart will not fear; though war break out against me, even then I will be confident.
Psalm 27:1, 3