Around the same date two years ago I was feeling down and lost, and my heart enveloped with hatred and animosity. Is it some kind of a joke life is pulling on me that I’m finding myself in the exact same heavy state?
It could be a seasonal thing—February being the month of defeat for me and the month of love for the rest of the world. I might even have to thank Josh Groban for coming up with February Song as an anthem.
When I go through low points like this, I take the time to stop for a moment and re-assess my life. I think about my priorities, the things that matter to me and where I’m heading. It’s not the easiest thing to do. It entails re-living portions of life like the successes I enjoyed, the mistakes I made, and the consequences I suffered just to name a few. It takes me on a new series of emotions. But the good thing about it is it becomes an eye-opener. It makes me realize that I could be doing things for the wrong reasons. Or I could be doing the wrong things right off the bat.
They say when you fall into the same pit every time, it’s time you do some tweaking in your life. And that just could be the answer to my problem.
I am changing my plan of action this time. And a change of environment perhaps.
Yeah, I think it’s time to go…