Do You Ask for Signs?

If given a choice, I do want someone or something to tell me what to do or where I should go, especially in times when I’m about to make an irreversible decision.  Like everybody else, I need that light to show me the right direction or an affirmation that I’m on the right path.  However, time has taught me that asking for signs just doesn’t work for me.  For some reason, whenever I pray and ask for signs, either of two things happen - either I take it differently, or I simply can’t decipher what it means.  The last time I checked, signs are supposed to make things easier ... except for me.

But I know that signs do work for some people or at least, they feel comfortable asking for signs (calling Angelica!).  There must be some kind of spell for it to work effectively.  Maybe I need to employ my free will all the time.  That way, I can take the credit or blame myself for the consequences.

How I wish someone tells me what I should do.  I thought everything would be clear the moment I place myself in a different environment.  Looks like I confused myself even more.  There you have it.  No one else to blame, but myself.

Comments

[kweesty]

Mej masipag mag-comment.

Hmm...I don't believe in signs also kahit na nasa harapan ko na. Meaning, I DON'T ASK for signs but sometimes I can't help but observe what's going on around me and interpret them as "signs" leading me somewhere. More of either go with the flow ako or rationalize things eh.

[Barbie]

After so much rationalizing, there are times you still cannot figure out a thing.

If signs are meant to be followed to lead us to solve a life puzzle, I'd probably be dead now. Albeit, puzzles are meant to make sense after wards. But life has never been a puzzle. If it was like that, damn we'd probably have it so good.

Pardon me for my babbling, I do not know what I'm talking. There's still blood in my alcohol.

[Quing Obillos]

@kweesty - I think that's better. To be observant and take them as cues or clues that leads to something bigger and better.

@Barbie - Nice one, Jen! And may I ask, what type of alcohol is in your blood right now? Hahaha!

I appreciate your comments, guys!